| | ok, so im back, sorry if i am really slack with everything, but my life has become absolutly insane. my mother told me that i wont have a home here next week, and i dont know whats gonna happen, and she left last night, but i doubt its for very long, and now its just me and my dad and im sure that he's gonna take his anger with my om out on me. the ranch was awful, they force fed me everyday 6 times a day, and everytime it was a meal, like thansgiving....omg, i cant even believe how horrible it felt, i couldnt even move. we couldnt walk around, we had to get our toilets flushed for us, we had to eat everything or else we would be in lock down. it was the worst thing i could ever imagine. and now that i came home my parents are like TOTALLY crazy, and telling me that i cant have ANY eating disorder at all and i have to be completely cured after 2 months of treatment....HA, if anything it made me worse. i REALLY hate myself more now, and i hate my parents. i took some picutres but my boyfriend deleted them all so ill put some crappy ones that my parents took on here...i missed u guys, love you:
these are all during family week so i actually got to go outside, so i was a bit better with that, but i was still ready to die
me and my girl amy (same name)
oh btw thats not where i stayed, haha no way, that was just the sweets for family that came to visit
well im gonna go now, but i love you girls, tears, i hope something somehow miraculously changes...
love from what i have left, amy
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| | Posted 2/5/2006 10:49 AM - 60 Views - 82 eProps - 58 comments
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